浮光

有的時候，真的好想好想脫離這個世界，好想好想，離開這個空間。那不是想死的衝動，只是想躲起來。

那不是單純的被傷害，但一絲絲的悲傷總是從心中湧上來。

是的，那並不是想毀掉自己。

看著許多荒謬的事情在眼前發生。

那是一種無力。

其實我很清楚，不斷地告訢自己。

「這是現實，這是真實的！」

其實我很清楚，我不該模糊眼前所見。

「我就只會這樣嗎？不要，不能停留！」

其實我很清楚，

 

那是一種逃避

 

「只是，只是如此嗎？不是說過要隨著心走嗎？」

在逃避與面對之間，在能又與勇氣之間，在預知與現實之間。

一點點的憤怒，也許只是自私。

 

我想，往前走，你也曾經有過嗎？

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一瞬間，我好像看清了什麼。

這一切其實都是我自己選擇的，不能安於現有嗎？沒有勇氣追尋嗎？

其實自己很清楚，跨出第一步之後一切都不會像想像那樣難。為什麼就是不敢前進呢？真可笑，說過的話依然言猶在耳。

也許該試著放手一搏。

這真是知易行難的最佳寫照。

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我想說，這不是我的錯。

沒錯，把事情搞砸不是我的錯。

委屈心情油然而生，在憤怒出現之前，也許我該看得更清楚一點，好像是，該不會是，「害怕」、「懦弱」的錯。

自己被那樣的感覺所欺負了，我是受害者，我感到無力與能力不足。

為什麼這樣的我要被責怪呢？為什麼？

等等，其實自己並沒替「別人」背黑鍋，因為那些不安與無力全來自自己。也許我真的錯了嗎？

這是陷阱！一切都是陷阱！我差一點就無視自己的脆弱而墮落，其實別人的責罵能讓我更看清自己，進而修正自己。

可是、為什麼？即使知道如此，我依然好悲傷，有著無法制止的怒氣？

也許試著，把所有的心情都告訴那人。

一隻鷹曾經來過，然後竟走了，再也沒有蹤影。

這發生在去年秋冬之交。那時學校正舉辦社團展覽，走在校區裡東張西望的我，突地被學姊硬拉了去。一時還搞不清狀況的我，手中竟多了一把弓。學姊把箭遞給了我，催促著我發箭。我望著遠方標靶，一顆心揪了起來。舉弓、放箭，享受著自以為的豪氣。咻──咻──咻──三箭過去，卻無一著的。轉身想探問學姊的眼神，卻見她不知又從何處帶來一名男子。

他帶著無奈的笑容，似是和我一樣，被硬請了過來。我的弓不知何時被遞到了他手上。只見他舉起弓，而在他放箭的一瞬間，我竟沒有去尋找他的箭，而是把眼神停在他身上，緊緊的被攫住。他的表情從無奈忽地轉為銳利，那眼神，緊緊攫住了我。

是鷹，我心中浮現了那樣的景象。鷹從高處掠下，迅疾的、緊緊的、毫不留情的攫住獵物。

我一直定在那裡呆了很久，所以當我回過神來，聽到學姊一直在喚著我，而那人已不在了。我四處張望，卻仍舊不見其蹤跡。我快步跑著，朝著每一個方向尋，卻一無所獲。今日究竟是個什麼樣的日子呢？

我加入射箭社，我在人群中尋找。然而我再也沒見過他。孤傲的鷹畢竟還是去了自己的世界，飛翔於天地之間。

雨滴把景色串成了一片白，雨聲、談話聲、鍋碗碰撞聲，聲聲清晰，然而感覺卻很寧靜，也許這樣的場景總讓人聯想平靜，又或許，真正寧靜的是這樣的心境呢？

在微冷的雨天，和家人一起坐在一間小小的店裡，看著雨時，喝下一口暖暖的熱湯，心也暖了起來。一想到小吃，便嗅到了古早味，而那些場景也浮上心頭。是來自古老的記憶，還是奇異的幻想？

也許這也是一種鄉愁，懷念過去單純而原始的風情。每吃一口，都是在品嘗思念，思念那寧靜平和的心境。那是我的故鄉，我的心靈一直渴望重回的故鄉。可那思念，終究是綿綿長長，卻也永遠尋不到回去的路，只能遠遠的注視著。

一道道菜，成了沒有終點的地圖。一再讓我更加接近原鄉，卻無法到達。它代表著歷史的、文化的、我的過去。品嘗著思念，品嘗古早味，我的懷念永不終止。

If I had witchcraft, I would try to end famine by making food available to those in need. However, I would not simply give them food, for they would not know what to do if I lost my power. First, I would equip them with knowledge my magic. So even those in developing countries would have ability to change their own destiny. Secondly, I would build essential public utilities for them. In this way, their living qualities would be improved. Lastly, I would solve all pollution and other environmental problems and teach people not to damage our planet again.

If I had witchcraft, I wold help scientists learn this world more easily. Fist, I wold create a special space in which scientists could conduct any experiments faster. Also, they would not have to worry about causing dangerous accidents, because whatever happens in this space would not damage our world. Secondly, I would devise a method to travel into outer space without any cost. So we could get precious information more easily. Lastly, I would create a DNA database, in which even the extincted animals' DNA code would be stored. With my witchcraft, I believe the world would get better more quickly.

How excited I was when Lisa, my good friend said that she would like to go out with me last week! When the appointed day came, I went out very early because I didn't want to let her wait for me. It was cold outside, but my heart was warm. She hadn't arrived when I got to the park, so I sat down on a bench and waited happily for her. As time went by, I started to wonder if she had gotten in some troubles, since it was almost an hour later than the time we had arranged to meet. I called her by cell phone and was surprised when she told me that it was the next week that we would go out together. "It's my fault." I told her. "I must have confused the time!" Tears welled up in my eyes.

She apologized to me afterwards, but that made me even sadder. I didn't wan to make her worried. She talked with me and tried to cheer me up. I shared my feelings with her and told her not to feel sorry. Our relationship became stronger after this event. And I have learned that I should make a phone call to check before I go out with anyone. I am so lucky to have a friend who is so understanding.

Nicole was enjoying the barbecue with her friend beside the river. They chatted happily, and feasted on the delicious food. Then, her friend told her a story which was very humorous. Nicole laughed loudly and she shook her legs so wildly that one of her shoes was thrown into the air and ended up in the river. She couldn't help but laugh more happily. "I wall get it back." said she. "Wait here."

Laughing, Nicole walked slowly to the river. As she considered about what to do, she suddenly stumbled upon a stone and fell into the river. She felt her body was wet through, and the water was very cold. Struggling, she saw her friend jump into the water, trying to save her. But later, they both laughed again. The river was not very deep, and they could actually stand in it.

Talent shows provide people with the opportunity to show themselves. Now one who has great talents doesn't have to worry about how to become a star anymore. While a talent show makes it easy for us to be stars, it also gives the audience the power to decide who will be popular. It does bring big changes to the entertainment industry. We can see these people learn and grow. It is interesting to know what a star was like before he becomes a star.

Anyone can be famous if he works hard. Those who have their own value will never be ignored. Talent shows give everyone an equal opportunity and inspire us to follow our dreams and to express ourselves. It is most exciting when you see your friend on the show. I like these talent shows, especially because they bring stars closer to us.

Bob was taking a walk when he saw a man trying very hard to move a television onto his car. Bob was eager to help and asked the man if he needed any help. The man thanked him and they moved the television together. When they were done, the man thanked him again and drove away.

Suddenly, a group of people with a police officer showed up. They shouted at Bob and looked very angry. Before Bob figured out what had happened, they caught him. "Stop! What are you doing?" he complained. But the police officer didn't listen to him, and took Bob to the police office.

They said Bob stole their money and television. Bob explained that he just helped the man move the television and that he didn't know the man was a thief. After many days in jail, he was finally released. He decided that he would give a second thought before he helps anyone again.

故事發生在一所十分普通的學校裡，一位少年靜靜的看著手中的考卷，望著考卷上密密麻麻的紅字，他突然感到一股奇怪的迷惘。「你何必把自己搞成這樣？」一位高大的男老師生氣的說著：「我不懂，以前品學兼優的你，為何開始頂撞師長、不交作業，連成績都掉了那麼多。」被罵的少年緩緩的低下了頭：「我不知道，我只是覺得，我的生命應該不只是這樣，我想過點不一樣的生活。」

少年快步的走著，好像這樣就可以把一切的悲傷拋到腦後似的。不知走了多久，他猛然停了下來，無法抑制的流下了眼淚。他不懂，事情為何會發展成這樣？就在這個時候，他的後方傳來了叫聲：「大明！」他趕緊擦乾眼淚，迅速的轉了過來。映入眼廉的是人位衣著有點髒亂的少年，名叫小牛，是大明的同學。他走到大明面前，問道：「怎麼啦？心情不好？」「……」大明沉默不語。看著沉默的大明，小牛突然露出奇怪的笑容：「我有一種東西，可以讓你快樂似神仙喔！」大明疑惑地望著他說：「真的？」

很奇怪，以前聽到毐品總覺得那是那麼邪惡的東西，而此時卻好像完全沒關係一樣，「也許我真的該找些東西來麻痺自己的痛苦吧？」大明這麼想著。很快的，大明便上了癮，而在小牛持眾朋友的慫恿下，他也逐漸學會了打架鬧事，喝酒飆車。他學得很快，不久之後，他甚至開始販毐。而他吸毐的量也愈來愈大。

事情一發不可收拾，大明很快便離開了學校。一步步的，陷入了泥沼而無法自拔。「為何你這麼久沒去上學了？你是不是不打算讀書了？」大明的爸爸生氣的說著。大明也甘示弱的回答：「是，我的確不打算讀書了！學校根本沒有值得留戀的地方，在那裡，我只感到無盡的痛苦！」大明才剛說完，他爸就用力打了他一巴掌。大明驚訝的看著爸爸，一股怒氣湧上心頭，他別過頭，轉眼就要奪門而出。「你若有種出去，就不要再回來！我沒有你這種兒子！」他爸大聲的喊著，希望大明能回心轉意。大明停了下來，但就只是那麼一下。他還是走了，頭也不回的，踏入了無盡的黑暗。

事隔多年，大明仍在夜色的掩護下生存。一段電話鈴聲劃破了夜晚的寧靜，大明靜靜的看著電話，那個號碼，既陌生而熟悉，竟是來自從前的家裡。「快走吧！還有一個大交易在等著我們呢！」一名男子發聲。大明又看了看電話，露出了輕佻的微笑：「走吧。」

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就那樣直直的站在那裡，大明盯著病宋上的父親發呆。他好痛恨自己，當初為何不接電話，他竟然就這樣錯過了見父親最後一面的機會。往事一件一件的浮上心頭，大明這才驚覺，這幾年來，他是麼的墮落。似乎每一件事都偏離了，最初的想法，並不是這樣子的。大明悔恨的想著：「要是當初不吸毐就好了。」淚水不禁滑了下來。

發生了那麼多事，為什麼現在才說呢？」媽媽對著大明說。大明聽到這句話，淚水再次奪眶而出：「對不起。」他媽緩緩的說著：「放心，一切都還可以再來，我會幫你的，我會幫你的。」

Mary was walking in the library, looking for books she wanted to borrow. Suddenly, she heard some one calling her form her back. "Is this your book?" said a boy, pointing at a book on the ground. "Yes." replied Mary. "I must have dropped accidentally. Thank you." She took the book, and the boy walked away.

Mary continued to look for books. When she found one, she came across the boy again, and he also wanted to borrow the same book. "I want to borrow this book for my homework." the boy said. Mary felt surprised, because she wanted to borrow it for the same reason. Actually, she found that they are in the same school and in the same class! "So we have been classmates for a year, and we don't even know each other!" said the boy.

They talked for a while and walked out of the library together. It was raining. But Mary did not bring an umbrella. So the boy took out his, and they walked together. Mary was very happy because she had made good friends with him and thy decided to do the homework together.

I always wanted to go mountain climbing when I was little. But neither of my parents were interested in it. A friend of mine once talked with me about her experiences of mountain climbing. I was fascinated. I kept asking her if she had more stories. Besides, I asked my mother if we could go mountain climbing. She said I was too young and she didn't know for sure if it was dangerous.

I had not asked my mother since then, but I kept thinking of it from time to time. One day, my friend said that she was going the climb the mountains. I asked her if I could go with her and she agreed. I was very happy. She told me what I should prepare beforehand and taught me many things. When we finally got to the mountain, I was so excited. The air was fresh and the scenery was impressive. It was not an easy task. I had to take a rest many times. But it was fun and I really enjoyed it. It was a dream that finally came true!

One day, Bob and his friends were hanging out at the river. The weather was fine and they were having fun. While his friends were chatting, Bob jumped into the river and swam happily. Actually, swimming was one of his favorite sports.

As he swam, he saw his friend, John, hugging his girlfriend. Bob couldn't help but start to think that it would have been great if he had have a girl friend, too. As he continued to imagine a girl kissing him in the river, he suddenly felt someone pulling him down the water by the leg. He was terrified. He called out "Help!" and struggled to break out, but he kept sinking. His friends tried to pull him out of the water, but it didn't work.

He cried out, "Please let me go! I did not mean to do that. I was just thinking. I can't be with you!" Strangely, he did not feel someone pulling him by the leg anymore. And his friends pulled him out of the water. But when his friends asked him what he meant by saying that, he refused to answer.

The Big Turtle is the worst movie I've ever seen. It's about a man who spends all of his money buying a big turtle which is very good at fighting. He plans to have a fight with the turtle on a TV show so he can earn some money and become famous. While he is trying to convince the company that his idea is worth trying, he keeps the turtle on his car and feeds it every night. In the end, his dream comes true. But when he is going to fight with the turtle, he realizes that he has fallen in love with it.

There are several reasons why I think this is a bad movie. First, its story is ridiculous. Why would anyone ever want to fight with a big turtle? Secondly, the movie contains some jokes that are not funny at all. Lastly, the turtle is really ugly, and when the man hugs the turtle in the end, I can't help but close my eyes in no time. Surely I woud never want to watch this movie again.

Dear Eve,

Hi, it's been a long time since I wrote to you last time. Now, I have become a senior student. I have to study even harder than before. I have a very serious problem now. Could you help me?

My best friend doesn't want to talk to me anymore. I don't know what to do. She thinks that I spoke ill of her to the boy she likes. But I didn't do that! I have tried to explain many times, but she wouldn't listen to me. I feel that I am going crazy. Could you please tell me what I can do? I feel sorry that I always ask you for help, but I really don't know whom I can trust except for you.

Yours,
George

夜晚，天空飄著綿密的細雨，大地一片寧靜，沒有一絲風吹起，世界彷彿凍結著，毫無生氣。

突然，樹上掠過一道棕影。

那是一隻落單的猿猴，牠的身子孱弱不堪，勉強支持著意識。牠喘著氣，驚恐的望著南方。
黑暗中漸漸浮現一個巨大的身影，那黑影每踩一步，大地便為之震動，牠拖著長長的尾巴，眼裡閃爍著貪狠的火焰，張嘴露出白色的尖牙。

一聲啼叫劃破寧靜，那巨物看見樹中的身影，拔足奔來。那猿猴手中緊緊抱著的。是牠的孩子，牠奮力奔逃，要召喚出身子裡的所有力氣。
就在此時，牠看見山壁上有個小山洞，於是一躍而入。只是想不到那山洞竟非常的淺，奔了數步即撞上了石壁。牠跌倒在地，心裡關心的，還是牠的孩子，只是牠的意識漸漸的消失了。
就在牠昏迷的前一刻，牠的心中傳來一股異樣的感覺：

「你想要生存嗎？」

「那麼就把你的一切給我吧。你的靈魂，你的身體，你的每一滴血！」


當她醒來時，他感到一股莫名的寒意，她看向手中抱著的孩子，發現他安詳的睡著，鬆了一口氣。突然，她明白她為什麼會感到寒冷了－－她的毛皮不見了！她和她的孩子都是，露出了微白的肌膚。

走出洞外，她看見了一片新世界……